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Let me tell you about my New Year's resolution. First of all, it's not "my" resolution at all. I didn't make it; it was made on my behalf, by my mum. Basically, we were shopping one day when we came across a display of A4-size one-page-a-day diaries for 2010. Mum insisted that I buy one. She insisted that each day, I was to write a full page worth of Company in this diary (later, she would amend this to each weekday, with Saturdays reserved for editing and typing up). She declared that this was "my" New Year's resolution.

Now, practice has amended the fulfillment of this resolution rather. I am happy to write merely "most" of a page per weekday, and by "most", I mean slightly over the halfway mark. I have been known to skip days frequently and play catch-up later, although on these occasions I do expect myself to complete the full A4 for the skipped day(s). And so far, there has been no weekend typing or editing, since Saturdays have been spent on catch-up.

However, there is no denying that right now I have a month and one week's worth of writing done, and I feel good about it. Sure, a lot of it's junk I won't use but it has nevertheless helped me to work through how I want to approach certain scenes. I am deliberately NOT writing in double-line spacing to try and curb my hyper-editing tendencies and while, yes, there are pages with a lot of crossing out, I think I am a little better at simply getting on with it instead of constantly going into reverse. I enjoy writing long-hand, even though I know it adds so much extra time to the process.

Oh, and Minty, I've used your surname for a vampire clan who own New York XD
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I have completely forgotten what sort of things you're supposed to put in an LJ. My life has been very routine since leaving university - the perils of regular employment, I suppose.

My transfer (see previous entry) started in August, so I've been working in Ballymena for four months now. The travel time is much more suitable. I now have a decent period for unwinding on the weekdays, and I can even spare time to go to things through the week. I've joined a local choir in the last few weeks, and on Tuesday I was at a Christmas concert by the Ulster Orchestra, which was fabulous fun. I wouldn't have been able to do that if I'd still been working in Belfast.

I just finished reading The Wild Places by Robert Macfarlane. It's non-fiction; you might find it under travelogues or natural history. In a bid to discover if there is any "wilderness" left, the author travels around Britain and Ireland to caves, islands, moors, mountains, glens, beaches and woods. A brief review )

I've worked on Company too, though I haven't done as much as I should - which is the story of my life, really, when it comes to Company :-/

And now, I shall probably disappear until some time deep into the New Year lol. Happy Christmas, folks, in case I don't see you!
rhondacrockett: (Am I addicted? - dava)
So I come on the computer to work on Company of Ravens, and I end up reading my friends list instead :( I have BIG writing discipline issues.

It started off just fine. All I wanted was to find the name of an airport in/around Connecticut which would be a reasonable starting point for getting to somewhere in Missouri. So I start with the website Dava pointed out to me in this entry (BTW, it was really helpful, Dava, thanks so much!), and potter around with GoogleMaps/Wikipedia etc. And of course, having come to my LJ in order to find the link in the first place, I have to look and see what everybody's doing these days... Which is why, three hours later, I've done, ooooooo, about six words on Company.

I get distracted way too easily. Part of it is laziness, part of it is a lack of confidence. (I'm not saying this so you lot will crowd round and give me an ego-boost, btw, I'm just stating facts here :])

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Gonna put my other news in a locked post some time soon (I'll explain my reasoning when I do). Otherwise, hello and how are you? :)
rhondacrockett: (sugar rush - dava)
February hasn't been a good month. I was horribly sick for the first few days with a stomach bug. At the same time, there was a reshuffle of management and a new duty roster for my team, but our line manager fell ill and was off for a fortnight, leaving Keith, the new staff officer, to muddle through on his own. Mary moved to payroll, and now Karen will be going there too, so we've got a new team member to train. Meanwhile, the auditors have come in and caused no end of havoc, what with demanding information which we don't have, locking us out of our own systems, having problems with logins, and making changes to our working practices which has screwed up how we run reports and trace payments. My probation year ends just as the economy goes into meltdown and transfer opportunities are unlikely in the foreseeable future. I haven't been sleeping solidly and all month I've had a high-pitched pain sitting just above my eyebrows, fading in and out of notice but never completely gone. I keep forgetting to call the health centre to renew a prescription I need. Birds of Prey and Nightwing ended. I haven't made the progrees I wanted on Company of Ravens. I'd love to take a holiday, but I don't want to use my leave so close to the start of the year; there's a flurry of public holidays coming up from March to August, after all, and last year I kept most of my annual leave for the winter months, as a relief from getting up on dark, cold mornings.

Perhaps the only bright spot in this whole month has been getting broadband :-/
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Dunno if anybody else has seen this before...

Myself, I always thought that the best part of fancying a fictitious character was that you could "share" them - both with other fans who fancy them and with all the other characters you fancy. You can squee and swoon without worrying about messy things like fidelity lol! "Marrying" one seems to spoil the point.

NaNoWriMo is once more upon us, and coincidentially, I did actually manage to write some more of Company *shockhorror!* I'm not going to follow their challenge of 50 000 words in 30 days, but I am setting my own challenge to myself here and now: to work on Company for at least an hour, once a week, from now until December. If I can keep this up for two months, I'll have a think again about what else I could do. I've got a week's break coming up later this month, so that'll help out too.

Work is draining and repetitive, like all office monkey work. Occasionnally you get weird, quirky stuff which causes you a headache.

Also, our weather is freezing. I'm wearing gloves to keep my hands warm while working the computer - it makes typing an "interesting" experience.

The elder of my brothers, Mark, has brought his girlfriend home to meet the immediate family. She is lovely and English and called Elaine and she loves Doctor Who and David Tennant, which immediately makes me a fan of her :DDDD
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You know, my writing has gone so much easier when it's just Jane and Lance. It was all I could do when writing the council meeting scene to get a page a day done. Today I pop out six no sweat.

I suppose I should alert everybody that I have NOT read the last Harry Potter yet, though it is in the house. My sister Sharon is reading it at the minute.
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Oh, it's just Rhonda making an Lj entry :P

*looks at shiny new stats page* Good grief, has it really been NINE WEEKS since I last made an entry? I am a terrible, terrible person *hangs head in shame*

July has been - traumatic. I don't want to go into the details because (A) I consider what happened as private stuff and (B) it's still a bit raw. Let's just say, my dad was a jerk, there were a few days round here when everybody was crying, but it's all over and things have returned to almost normal now.

Consequent to the trauma thing, Company of Ravens got sidelined for a while but I'm working on it again, so hurrah! Jane (my hunter) has survived her meeting with the vamp council and is currently stuck in a lift with Lance (remember? He's the one I wanna snug), being pissed at him for (as she sees it) undermining her.

Job front is still blah. I'm on a "shortlist" for an admin position while they sort out security checks and what positions are available. I just need experience, employer-type folks! Give me a couple of weeks to get the basics and I'm there!

Someone ([livejournal.com profile] ellathea?) tagged for eight random and unknown facts about moi:

1. I can sprain my ankle while standing still. I have very weak and unstable ankles and I'm forever going over on them, even when I'm just standing there.

2. My favourite flavour of milkshake is banana.

3. I don't have pierced ears.

4. I have a spot coming up on my chin and it's sore damnit!!!

5. I now own three Kipling bags. These are the greatest bags in the world ever. They come with monkeys who have names!

6. Yes, there is stuff by Charles Dickens which I have not read. And I haven't read any George Eliot or William Thackery or Anthony Trollope, or much of the Bronte sisters (how do you do those two dots over the e?), Wilkie Collins or Elizabeth Gaskell. I am a bad 19th-century literature student :P

7. I once chased Neil Hannon through Dublin. Well, I spotted him, and the people I was with chased him, and I chased them. He disappeared into a chemist's, as I remember.

8. Lance Nightingale was originally in another story idea where he had a sister called Verity. (Ok, technically not about me, but I can't think of anything else.)
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So I'm making up an American city (or possibly just a very big town) for Company of Ravens, for a number of reasons but mostly because the idea of fixing it to any real place fills me with all kinds of anxiety. (I think I've mentioned my setting phobias in a previous entry. Honestly, I don't know why I'm a writer; everything from dialogue and characterisation to simple plot fills me with dread argh.) Here's my problem: while I have a solid idea about the city itself (I drew a map. It's not to scale or anything, but still), my ideas on where it is in relation to other places and what state it's in - absolute mush. I've done some digging around Wiki and the US Census site and I have a vague idea that my city fits somewhere between the southernmost of the Mid-Atlantic states, the Midwest and the northernmost of the Southern states. Like I said, mush. And it's possible that I've selected random geographical features for my city and mashed them together in a way that doesn't exist in real-world terms.

All of this is a long-winded way of soliciting some geographical feedback, if I can. Basically: where on your rough mental map of the US would you put a city like the following?:

Read more... )

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On a completely different though still related note, should I be using US spellings in this story? I'm already watching out for pants/trousers and sidewalk/pavement, but I'm talking about things like color/colour and gray/grey. One major character is English-born, though she's been living and working in America for a good number of years now.

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On another completely different but still related note, I adore Lance Nightingale, one of my vamp characters. He's terribly lonely and put-upon and Jill's Aidan would eat him for breakfast, but I heart him all the same *pets* Ah yes, this is why I'm an writer, so I can pet poor ickle vampire boys >:D
rhondacrockett: (Am I addicted? - dava)
So this year round, I am gonna enter the SFX Pulp Idol Short Story Competition. I have a list of 16 possibilities, some of which are open to combinations, so I'd like to write up two or three of them and pick. I'll probably call on you guys to adjudicate if I do have two or more possibilities; I'll let you know.

I haven't read many short stories, scifi/fantasy or otherwise, so if you want to suggest collections I might like, give me a shout.

Meanwhile, the new storyline in Company continues to be thrashed out. I'm loving these characters a lot more than the ones I originally focused on. New dilemma: do I keep the old storyline at all? Answers on a postcard please... (Nah, not really.)

My mum can apparently tell when I'm working on my writing just by looking at me. I came downstairs from working on Company and she said, "You've been working on your novel, haven't you? I can see it in your face!" I don't know whether to be flattered or alarmed that I'm so transparent lol!
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My hands are very cold right now. My bedroom is freezing.

I have been writing! Proper writing, not PhD junk! I did five pages on Thursday - I'm horribly slow cos I keep going back and adding/revising stuff - and I spent today thrashing out a storyline step by step, so now there are even more Post-it notes on the wall! I was never comfortable with the main plotline I'd taken with Company of Ravens; I'd saddled myself with a lot of inner-city grit and violence which a country girl like me knows precisely zilch about. So I've switched over to another strand of characters, who were originally going to be introduced much later, and I'm working through events from their side. I'm much more comfortable with this one. But again with the slowness; I'm probably at mid-chapter two material at the minute.

I'd like to salvage some of the original way it was going but I'm not sure how well the two would sit together. The new storyline features people who know all about vampires etc. while the original direction is from the point of view of people who don't have a clue. So one's giving away what the other is trying to hide. Plus (and I'm here going purely on the five pages from Thursday) the new storyline has a lighter tone to it which sits awkwardly with what was going on with the original plot. That's what I think, anyway; I could be being paranoid because I was still unhappy about working with the original plot.

I'd like to ask you guys what you think except that five pages isn't much to go on, and having worked through the new plot, there are now adjustments I wanna make. Oh the dilemmas!

In other news, the reason I've started back on the novel is that my PhD revision has finished... for now. I've revised every chapter now and the pertinent ones are in my internal examiner's hands at the minute to check that, at the very least, I'm on the right track. Also my Sims addiction is continuing in fits and starts. Creating Sims is giving me ideas for characters in my (still very vague) realistic novel.

I'm currently reading two books concurrently: a biography of Willaim Pitt the Younger (I have a fascination for that sliding period between the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries) and a novel about a black law professor whose controversial and paranoid father has died, leaving him to deal with some mysterious "arrangements", which, at this point of the story, has led to the death of one person that we know of.

Anyway, I have talked a lot. I need to get offline and get my hands warm, and let Mum and Dad get to sleep (dialup outlet is in their bedroom). Bye!
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It's cold, windy and raining. Time to block up draughts and sit in front of the fire. 'Course, it doesn't help that dad's been trying to varnish/repair our window frames, which means there are draughts in several rooms.

I've become addicted again to the Sims 2. I do have slightly more time for it, I suppose, now the thesis is merely on "corrections". I still don't have that report the examiners were supposed to post me, though.

And then there are other things I want to do, like get back into writing again. I've been away for four years, bar the odd fragment or scribble. The problem is, I don't like the story I've got. I don't like the set-up and I don't like the characters. I still want vampires, I still want the truce, and I still want my afterlife administrators and bean-counters, and I still like my opening few sentences. It's just everything else is crap. *sigh* I have another idea brewing too, a more realistic story, but that's freaking me out too because I'm not convinced I can do realism. I'm horribly vague about settings and in fantasy/supernatural, you can kind of get away with it if you want to, but not in a realistic story. *sigh*

Slight expansion on above )

Man, this is making me depressed. I'm gonna go now.
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